Gaahk
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 31, 2009
I really can’t take anymore..from my father I mean >____>
WARNING.VERY VERY LONG RANT.
Seriously,you write on your blog that everyone at home hates you and all that crap,saying that we shouldn’t because you’re ill and all.Well,IF YOU DON’T WANT EVERYONE TO HATE YOU,STOP ACTING LIKE A FRICKIN JERK TO EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY.
Why can’t you see that acting that way is what is DRIVING everyone into hating you?
Examples,
- When grandma was alive,you would tease her on a daily basis,insulting the way she talked,which,was due to her having all those illnesses that came with old age.YES,I know you often greeted her ‘kindly’,but of course she couldn’t reply,SHE COULD HARDLY TALK.
- After you got a stroke,you became absorbed in self pity and expected everyone to treat you like royalty or something,expecting pity from everyone as well.No,I don’t really blame you for feeling that way,BUT you kept accusing mom of doing black magic on you. WHY THE HELL WOULD SHE DO THAT JUST DO BE MISTREATED BY YOU AND HAVING TO END UP DOING ALL THE WORK TO KEEP THE FAMILY GOING?
- For some reason,you like trolling mom’s business.Why?Is it just an attempt to boost your ego?You just LIKE annoying people?You think you have priority over everyone because you’re sick?GOD.CAN’T YOU SEE THAT HER WORK IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING FOOD ON THE TABLE NOW?
- You have a girlfriend.AND you want to marry her so that she can ‘help mom run the business’.Wut.I don’t really feel like elaborating on this,it’s making me sick.But if you insist so much on her,then go ahead,while I BEG mom to divorce you and see how you and your lady can go on,’kay?
- You mistreat mom a lot,calling her a monkey and insulting her work.Before you had a stroke,you would go to bars to get booze and chicks.Look where that got you now.Hah.Yes,I know,now after the stroke you have started to pray and pay more attention to God,but you know what?That won’t get you anywhere unless you work on your behaviour towards others.
Now,I know you will probably never read this (because I honestly don’t want you to start spamming my blog >__> ) but IF you ever do,then MAYBE if God decides to let a miracle happen,you’ll realise why it is really really hard for us to keep liking you.
I used to be able to keep up with all your crap,but now..Honestly,the only reason I try keeping my cool with you is because you’re my father.Our religion tells us to always love our parents no matter what they do.I really detest this,but looks like I’ll just have to go with it,huh?
To my aunts,if any of you are reading this; I know,I have to always be patient with him.Please believe me when I say that I’m trying my best.I probably still do care,like if he gets another stroke I wouldn’t be happy.Really,don’t worry about me at all.I’ve been facing him for 15 years,I’m sure I’ll be fine.
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However,if my dad were still at the stage before the stroke,I would have probably done this to him:
Taiga,you’re really lucky to be able to do that to your dad without being held back by morals hahah :B
YEP,IT ALL CAME OUT.HAH.lol this is one of the reasons I can relate to ToraDora! so very much >___>
Afternoon nap of DOOOOOM
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 26, 2009
GAAAHHH.I WASTED TODAY BY SLEEPING IN THE AFTERNOON D: ; ON AN EXAM NIGHT.HOW AM I GONNA SLEEP ASLKHFASFNAS.
BUT
LIKE
I HAD A WEIRD/BAD DREAM OTL ;
IRRELEVANT BORING UPDATE ALERT.
Soo it started like this 0: I went to this Cosplay con in a mall with Shasha and some of her other friends(their faces were blurred lol ewe ; prolly ‘cos we never met irl).And I dont think I was in cosplay though e__e ; Shasha was Mugi for some reason (okay this isnt important lol).Aaaaanyways,somehow I met Father there! O: And she introduced me to all her college friends!They seemed nice lol,but I ended up being really clumsy the whole time and i kept tripping and stuffs and I think it annoyed Father OTL ;
For some reason,I got separated from Shasha but I ended up in this Halloween store looking place ewe ; And inside there was some monster thing!! O: < ; So I ran back to Father who was watching a movie or something,and she was too busy so I ended up destroying the movie by making retarded shadow figures on the screen :B But when I told Father,she was all like “You’ve gone too far >:l” and gave me that ‘I don’t believe you look’.
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IT FELT LIKE THE STAR WARS’ “NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO” SCENE.
Yeah I wont be going on about it,’cos the monster wasnt scary lol :B
BUT YEAH.FATHER PLEASE DONT EVER HATE ME WHEN I ACT RETARDED,I WAS JUST BORN LIKE THAT ; ___ ;
Owwwwwwwieeeee
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 25, 2009
lol before I rant,I’d let you guys know I put a picture of myself in the Author section 0: My mom thinks the picture is scary.lol.
Oh yeah so like
OMG THE PAIN.GARRRRRRHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHH.WHY DIDNT ANYONE EVER TELL ME HOW MUCH BRACES HURT?
GOOD GOD.
@__@
AAAAAAND I feel sick.AAAAAAAND i have an exam this week.TALK ABOUT BAD LUCK.@________@ I really wont be able to concentrate orz ;
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Today,3 of my brothers decided to play a prank.2 of them decided to put some makeup on the youngest to make him look like Joker from Batman.Anyywayssss,they showed me first,and I thought it was funny,until I saw they were using the new wig I bought.@_____@.@______________@.SERIOUSLY,NEXT TIME TRY TO BE MORE CONSIDERATE.
But lol,next they pulled it off on my 2nd eldest brother,and he screamed and almost sprayed the youngest with mosquitoe spray.Mosquitoe spray.Wut.
Yes,Im just trying to stall time.
K-On! + ComicFiesta2009 + EXAMSSS
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 22, 2009
Haaahhh so like,I’m in a good mood today for some reason ewe ; And finished watching K-On yesterday after borrowing a CD from Shasha <3<3 (The girl I drew the Roxas pic for).I LOVE ITTTTTTTTT <3 It’s really funny and is very real-life like <3 And I can’t pick a favourite character,they’re all too cute 
*though honestly,Azunyan is my least favourite -waitstogetkilledbyAzunyanfangirls/boys- AND THEY SHOULDVE FOCUSED MORE ON MUGI AND RITSU.WHYYY.MUGI NEEDS MORE LOVE PEOPLE.
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CF 2009~!
19/20 Dec 2009
Yesssssss I can’t wait! @w@ If I do,I’ll be sharing with Shasha,her friends, and Naito(who’s probably cosplaying Tsuna from KHR this year) Also wondering if I should sell stuff :B Would people actually buy? OTL ;
OR WOULD EVERYONE ELSE’S GOD-LIKE MERCHANDISE SURPASS MINE IN EVERY WAY?
lool I probably will though :I Unless I suddenly get too lazy or something,Idunnoe.
Aaaaaand planning on group cosplaying K-On! This year Already got candidates too <3
Though,to Anre:
IF YOU DONT COME THIS YEAR,IT WONT BE AS FUN AS LAST YEAR ; ___ ;
Well,if it works out,I’ll be Yui,Anre Mio,Natasya Ritsu and Shasha Mugi (lol I got a sudden interest in playing the guitar orz ; )
REALLY,TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU GUYS AGAIN ;A;
FATHER,BE HARUHI PLZ,I DONT CARE IF YOU GOT A TAMAKI OR NOT.
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NGH EXAMS.
I HATE MYSELF FOR HAVING THE URGE TO CG/DRAW ONLY WHEN I’M BUSY WITH WORK OR STUFF. OTL ;
Tomorrow is just the Art paper D: Where we have to draw stuff.AND ALL THE QUESTIONS ARE…HARD.
Translated Paper:
- Draw a scene with F1 cars racing,make sure it has shape,space,good colouring and perspectives. <—-Cars AND perspectives.WUT.
- Draw your family having fun near a waterfall.Make sure you draw yourself watching your younger siblings play around in it. <—Uh waterfalls..NO THANKS.
- There’s been a heavy rain followed by a flood and a landslide.Draw a scene of this and make sure the mood is that of a dangerous situation.<—ROCKS.WATER.I-I can’t OTL ;
- You and your friend go scuba diving and come across a town filled with strange looking humanoid creatures with colorful bodies.They live in unique buildings made of corals and shells.Draw this together with marine life,and follow your imagination.<—- O: …….
- Draw graffiti saying “SMART TEENAGERS,WILL GO FOREWARD!” <— lol I can’t do graffiti even if you paid me D:
- Draw a poster with the theme “SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY CONTROLS THE FUTURE OF OUR STATE.” <—Wut?Uhh…Bad writing ; __ ;
Yeah lol I’m dead So instead of thinking about it,I just played the Sims and watched tv today lool.Until just now.Yep.So I called Shasha and this happened:
“4. You and your friend go scuba diving and come across a town filled with strange looking humanoid creatures with colorful bodies.They live in unique buildings made of corals and shells.Draw this together with marine life,and follow your imagination.”
Can you blame me? :l True story lol.Dialogue is a bit changed though,since I cant remember 100% what we said D: (Sorry it’s so small,Wordpress keeps resizing it orz ; )
AND I STILL DONT HAVE ANY IDEAS OTL ; SPAZZING.
and lol for some reason I’ve been close to Shasha lately e3e ;
Gahhk
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 21, 2009
Guhh just gonna rant a bit today.. =w= ; Dont bother reading it,seriously :B
Stupid driver >____> I was on my way to the school bus stop,and I saw this car wanting to pass,so I stopped.And it stopped too.Waited a while,finally it moved again,suddenly it stopped again a bit further in front.Decided to just pass it,and when I was behind the car it suddenly reversed.WTH.
ALSHDAS SO MAD.Freakin retarded guys >___> No,I didn’t get hit,but instead was left with a really bad mood and a deep hatred for those teenage ‘cool guy’ wannabes.
Yah lol that was pointless <3
<3<3<3 Lavvv
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 19, 2009
Yeah sorry for going boring suddenly e___e Just had a moment…
Update~ Just 2 more stuff and I can work on my own artz yayy <3
http://haru-naru.deviantart.com/art/King-Of-Cheese-140242203
Character belongs to my friend~ xD He’s from a webcomic she’s making Please read!Especially if you like cheese!
(Be warned though,there’s blood :B and some language)
http://www.perfect-nightmare.co.nr/
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Anyways,just a special thanks to Anre D: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ASLKFHSALKFHASLKJFASHN.THAT PIC IS JUST FULL OF AWESOMENESS ;____ ; ALSKHFSA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU KNOW
ASKFHAS THE PIC:
MY BEST FRIENDS IN COSPLAY + LANCER WEARING A BUNNY BAND + MOE MOE KYUN = PURE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3<3
Now,just to make this happen in real life ohohoho~ <3 But really,this pic makes me wanna cry manly girl tears ; ____ ; Nghh I love youuuuu <3 Really made my day TT3TT ;
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By the way,can anyone help me with codes and stuffs? 0: I’m thinking of moving to Blogger because I can’t edit HTML in WordPress orz ; If you help,I’ll give you a cyber hug <3
Bored :l
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 13, 2009
Yeah just bored D: < It’s almost always the same routine everyday.Gahhhh.
MOUTH PAINSSS
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 11, 2009
YEAH,MOUTH PAINSSSSSSS
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Another 2 teeth extracted before getting braces :I Or in other words,before I become an Ugly Betty clone 
But heyyy I got RM50 from my teeth! 8D The weird part though,was that the Tooth Fairy didn’t take my teeth :/ Guess they were too gross even for her,since they…were like..err…they still had some gum hanging from them lol :B
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Anywayssss,DONE with the Roxy pic~ xD Only thumbnail here ‘cos WordPress has limited space D:
Full Size : http://haru-naru.deviantart.com/art/RRRRRRRRRROKSUS-139690960
Also finished Takun,but gonna wait for next meeting with Anre,’cos it’s sort of a tradition for us to have first comment for each other’s art x9
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SO LIKE,I FINISHED WATCHING MACROSS FRONTIER D:
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GRAH.HIGHLIGHT IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT IM RANTING ABOUT.(SLIGHT SPOILER ALERT.)
ALTO.WTH.YOU DONT PICK ANY OF THEM?! D: Though,in all honesty,I like Ranka better than Sheryl xP But I think I’m for AltoxSheryl :I They just look better together? I dunnoe..
AND BRERA.ASJDSAKJDAS WUT.WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE RANKA’S BROTHER?! IF YOU WEREN’T,YOU COULD’VE BEEN WITH RANKA AND SHERYL COULD GET ALTO
D: D: D: D:
SRSLY.WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE RELATED ASJDAKJDSAG.Maybe I can just pretend you 2 aren’t? >__>; Eww
Kay,rant over :I Currently TRYING to watch K-On,but the internet has been slow lately >__> YOU DISAPPOINT ME INTERNET.
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Sorry for not updating much lately,I’ve been lazy busy lately D:
Lul
Posted by: Lyanne on: October 3, 2009
Yeah,so since school opened again,I’ve been pretty busy @__@
BUT.ANOTHER HOLIDAY IS COMING ‘Cos PMR is next week ohoho~So i get another 7 day holiday~ <3<3<3 Nghh so far I managed to complete only a few requests orz ;
Currently trying to finish this Roxas pic I made for my friend’s B’day >__> ; <__< ; Using colour pencils ahahaha yeah.I’ll just post it so I don’t bore you to death.
IGNORE THE SUPPOSEDLY BLUE ICE CREAM PLZ. I TEND TO USE GREEN FOR BLUE SHADES OTL ;
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In other news…….
THE KONATA WIG FINALLY ARRIVEDDDD 8D Not gonna post any pics of me wearing it though,’cos I dont know most of you e__e
Only thing is that the bangs are a bit too long,and I’m too scared to cut it ;w; ;; Other than that though,it’s a good wig <3
(Bought from http://stores.shop.ebay.com.my/KIDS-Charissa_Lucky-Star_W0QQ_fsubZ953781014QQ_sidZ849879884QQ_trksidZp4634Q2ec0Q2em322#item3ef626e6f7)
Any tips on how to stop the wig from losing hair though? :l when I combed it,some hair came off D: Help please?
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Also~just got KH 398476598454 days~ xD Didn’t really get to play much so yeah :B
Hari Raya + AKSJDHASKA OCRAP
Posted by: Lyanne on: September 20, 2009
First thing is,I deleted my older posts :I ‘Cos I made a very very idiotic mistake…I deleted the pictures in my Media folder thing,thinking that it wouldn’t affect the blog >__> Nghhh stupid WordPress.Thinking of switching to Blogspot,but I have no idea how to use it too lol,and I’d have to make another e-mail address ‘cos I forgot my old one :B
So yeah.
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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri~! 8D
Yayayayayah so the day started out normal :B All I did was eat eat eat eat eat ofofofofo.And collect loot of course More to come soon hopefully ufufufu +w+
-Please ignore all the retarded weird sound effects which are supposed to be the sound of laughter.-
Oh yeah cookies :B
THE EFFORT IN THE MAKING OF THE COOKIES
SEE HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT INTO COOKING WHEN I CAN’T D:
(Please ignore the apron,mosaic and no sense of fashion)
:< =u= >:3 On<
This cookie is deaaaad 8D That red stuff is blood.
This one’s dead too.Apparently it drowned 0:
lol I was bored and idealess so I made a cookie for “L” D:
And then 2 minutes later it got squished by accident Q__Q
FAIL OTL ;
My cookies are all so shiny D:
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Meh ‘kay I got too lazy to write anymore,so just Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri xD
Sorry it’s a little crappy >w> ; I sorta rushed :B
These 3 are my favourite trio 
Deviant Art
Divine Wind (Kaze-Hime)
Mom's Boutique Website
Peach Sugar(Idol <3 Hiromiiiiiiiii)
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